What You See… When you first lay eyes upon me,You might label me a queen,At first, I’ll seem without a flaw,As if the life I live’s pristine.You’ll meet a woman that is kind,Living a life peacefully serene,“I must have her,” you’ll say to yourself,Ignorant of everything unseen.Unaware of how I was used,So frequently it’s become routine.Ignorant of how the misery,Changed me into machine. When you first converse with me,You’ll detect my intellect,Discovering a woman full of wisdom,,Thinking I’m someone to respect.Intuiting truth in the words I speak,Concluding my ideas correct,“I must…

When you said you were on your way.I knew you didn’t mean you were coming to stay.I knew you’d only be around a few days.I knew your ways.I knew the games you couldn’t help but play.You were the predator. I was the prey.So I pray. I pray that what I value I never betray.I pray I move with purpose on a path I’ll never stray.I pray for love. To never again be cast away.I pray that when you beckon me again I’ll have the strength to disobey.I pray that none of my tomorrows feel as bad as yesterday.I pray that my desire for you to desire me too goes away.I pray this…

Life’s full of mystery,Mixtures of joy and misery. I’ve been stabbed in the backBy more friends than enemies Yet, I treated you like kin to me There’s not a mouthOn the block That I didn’t feed Yeah, You got the best of me No shadow of a doubtWhen you were down and outYou always had a place to sleep. The fuck you ever did for me? The fuck you ever did for me? The fuck you ever did for me?Heart full of greedBitch please Fuck friendsI’d rather keep enemiesMy enemies never switch it up on me. They always keep the same energyTheir intentions easily seen At least I know…

Rivers of pain Wash over me again Rivers of tears Rivers of sin Rivers to wade through For all who dare to know me Rivers to drown inFor all of the unholy.

Only in my dreams, I’m blessed enough,To wear your ring. Only in my dreams, I am allowed,To call you My King. Only in my dreams, You’ve opened your heart, And let me in. Only in my dreams, I fall asleep every night, Against your skin. Only in my dreams,You held me in all the ways,Other men could not. Only in my dreams, I’m the one you’ll always love,Not the one you forgot. Only in my dreams, You want to receive from me,All the love I have to give. Only in my dreams, I live in the world,Where I’m happy to live.

I can’t explain how deeply I feel,How much it all means to me.Never before have I revealed,What I desire for you to see. My nature is to push people away,Keeping my darkness hidden from light.It’s to be seen, I’ve desired most,And I feel your sight tonight. Falling asleep I think of you,You join me in my dreams.Peace lives inside your ears,As my tears fall in streams. Gifting what I’ve desired most,My blessing from heaven above.Understanding, patience, compassion,Most importantly, I have your love

It’s never too lateTo seize your fate You think your kind heart will set you apart?Does proving your worth make you feel smart?Truth is you’re too scared of failure to even start.Self preservation is a practiced art.Your best course of action is to decide to depart. There’s something I need you to understandThey’re hoping to pull you down,Everytime you extend your hand.Revelation comes from living lessons,It’s not something you can demand. You’re wasting precious time,thinking you need a team,Hoping that one day,you’re gonna be seen, Wondering who’ll be…